I am Shan, and I am not very happy with anything at the moment and I just wish everything was better or that I wasn't here. However, I never get anything I wish for in life - Maybe i'm not worthy enough of some luck? Yes, that will be it. I need to be skinny, and I have body dis-morphia, bordering on anorexia - but i'm not happy with myself so how can I get better when i'm not ready to help myself? I'm ugly, vile and disgusting and you probably won't like me.
Nobody, absolutely nobody, I know personally has my Tumblr as i'd rather stay as the girl who keeps everything inside, that puts on a front and fights with everything inside my head is telling me to portray that i'm happy.